Is It Normal To Be Self Conscious Of Your Toes I Have A Bunion On My Foot, Help!?

I have a bunion on my foot, help!? - is it normal to be self conscious of your toes

Ok, so it is very embarrassing for me. But I have a ball on foot, as I had for about three years. For those who do not know what it is when the big toe toward the side to the other toes. I did it because I used to be aware of the big feet, it would be shoes that were too small for me. I take little shoes that my feet would kill me. It is extremely embarrassing for me because my foot is distorted, so I never take off my shoes. And I sometimes causes some discomfort after walking. Then my fingers came back normal without surgery or if the result of the operation?